Finding the reasons....

I dont know what's worse..been taken for granted, having your heart broken or being dissapointed by the one person who you thought would be the best thing that happend to you....

The anger and dissapointment one can feel after having their heart broken is... I think, one of the most difficult things to handle...
It's weird though...you think you can do anything, stand up tall in the face of anything - but to get pass those gruling first couple of hours is touturous....once you've understood the situation and the reasons for the situation....it's a little more easier to handle...but why find a reason...cant you be angry and hate that person for what and who they truley are?why do you have to make nice?and why is it always the person who get's hurt that has to understand?

But one thing I've come to learn that unless your heart and your ego can take the challenges a relationship brings your way...do not venture into that unknow....sometimes it's not worth it...you loose more at the end than you started off with....

Thank you...

It's amazing ...but when it rains it sure does pour.....
Been having a really lousy month...but through all the dissapointment and saddness, one thing I've come to realize....is that I am truely blessed with people who care about me...
So here's to my friends....the treasured kind......
If not for you....I would not have been able to get through this.....
Thank you.....

The seas are alive...

I was watching the waves hit the shore...
What calmness it brought into me...
Though the seas were rough and the tide rushed into beat upon the stones,
The goddess of the seas were kind to me
And my quest ..of soul searching...
She took me in and laid me a feast...
She showed the depths of the seas and what we do not see...
The beauty of the raging salty waters...
And then she brought me onto the shore
With still no answers ...still no soul.....

What of life....and choices

I was thinking how much meaning these lyrics have..right now...in life.....

Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle,
one not on the list.....
Send away for a perfect worldOne not simply,
so absurd In these times of doing what you're told
Keep these feelings.....
no one knows....
I'm swimming through the ashes of another life
There's no real reason to accept the way things have changed
45 - Shine Down