For someone special...

I stumbled on this song...and though i've given up on love songs...and the mellow feelings it bring along with it, this one kinda made me remember....
so this ones for you...the one who was my soul mate....
for all the fighting and the challenge we took on....

"Whenever You Remember" - Carrie Underwood

When you look back on times we had
I hope you smile
And know that through the good and through the bad
I was on your side when nobody could hold us down
We claimed the brightest star
And we, we came so far
And no they won't forget

Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believed that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember

When you think back on all we've done
I hope you're proud
When you look back and see how far we've come
It was our time to shine
And nobody could hold us down
They thought they'd see us fall
But we, we stood so tall
And no we won't forget........

obligation....??.....

Can one be so engrossed in a relationship that you forget why your in it in the first place?
How do you know if your with someone becasue you truely love them, and not becasue you feel obligied to be with them?
Love has a funny way of knocking you off your feet when you least expect it to..but through it all you stand firm next to the person you love...or is it becasue your not sure what you would be doing without them? or becasue you feel the other person needs you?
How do we really know....?is being with a person an obligation? a duty? a sacrifice? or is it just another thing we human's go through?the whole idea about being with someone just beacause of love seems to be a little vague to me now...i guess after having your heart broken a couple of times...you just sit back and ask...what was that?

The "kid" feeling..

The other day I was watching my naughty neice and nephew playing and shoving at each other and though it was annoying to have them running around like mad hatters and screaming for the slightes reason, it was quite refreshing...
They seem so oblivious to what happens around them...smiling and laughing with no care in the world...and it makes you feel like you've missed something..that life just went too fast and slipped past you...
I wish i could tell them to grab onto what they are right now and never let that feeling of being free and happy go away...to always keep falling and getting up like nothing happend....to cry and laugh and to make those around them laugh along with them...but then again...they'll think im nuts! and I dont think my sis would be too happy to have her kids at this age for the rest of her life..!!!